Hello Everyone and all the Juans out there. I know it’s been a long time. I honestly missed writing. Being alive from January 2020 up to now is a miracle. It is the biggest blessing anyone could have. Most of us almost hated this year. It as if 2020 only brought us bad luck, tears, disappointments, and pains. Well, it does. It is challenging us physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. We are all looking forward to 2021 as if we are very sure it would be the happiest year for us. Keeping my fingers crossed, I know it will.

But today, September 19, 2020, is a special day for someone I love. And I want to pen her my greetings and love. Reminiscing my moments with her, allow me to say Happy Birthday Girl! So here I go...

Hey sis! It’s your birthday. I have no words but gratefulness for you. Ahead of this day, you’ve been receiving greetings and well wishes from people who are close to your heart. You must be very grateful. I know you aren’t excited like your past birthdays and chose to celebrate in silence today. One thing is for sure, you have no words to describe how blessed you are feeling right now.

I know your pain, I know every single time you want to give up. I am with you during those bad times when the only witness of your tears and pains is your bed. I have watched every turn back of you because you have to fake your smile. Sis, I am with you whenever your light fades its brightness. I was there at your weakest moments. And seeing you today, I am so proud.

You just made it again. Thank you so much for keeping it up to now. You’ve been through a lot this year, yet you are standing still. It’s been 28 years, and you’re still asking “When is your time?”. I can still see you with your candle lit while walking in that tunnel of darkness but I know you’re strong. You have your best friend with you, right? He’s been there for you from the beginning. He never left you, not a single second of your journey. As I watch you, I have no other feeling but happiness because I know you’ll be making a wildfire from that small lit to give light to all. You have to be more patient  darling, so please don’t give up. You may be weird and impulsive at times, but you are worth it. Your best friend JESUS is watching over you. He must be very happy for you.

So today, I wish you the happiness you deserve. Let Jesus hear what your heart desires. Fly the highest my love. Whatever you’ll go through, never forget to pray.  Have a wonderful birthday my love, I am YOU. I love You and keep soaring the peak! Let us celebrate your life!

Love,

Yourself

Hey reading pals, I’m back! 2019 was such a roller coaster that feels like for me. I had so much pain, fear, disappointment, and hatred over the year. But what is amazing, God never left me. All the emptiness in my heart was filled with unending and overflowing blessings throughout the year.

Another decade to face! Hello, 2020! Of course, everyone is excited. Every one of us is praying that this year is good for us. We have our #SanaAll lists and expectations.

My start of 2020 was great. Celebrated it with my family as complete and peaceful was the most wonderful gift I received this year. When I said the hope in me never dies, finally it happened. The prayer in my heart was granted.

However, pain is inevitable. Just last January 3 of this year that we lose the most important person in our family, my grandfather. His passing broke all our hearts. But when God says, “I am the Lord. The king of the king” we hold on to that. Despite the brokenness, we know deep in our hearts that my grandfather is finally at peace with our grandmother. No more pain and suffering for him. And with that, we learn’t to give thanks to our Almighty.

2020 has more to offer, what I am praying is that God gives us strength and be our guide throughout this year. I pray that you’ll have the most amazing 2020!

Cheers pals!