Have you been in a situation which you feel like you’re battling life alone? You feel like no one cares; what you feel, what you need, who you are? You’ll get your blanket and hug your own knees? You’ll cuddle your pillow because no one is with you?
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Just recently every fan who truly loves Jonghyun mourn of his death. Kim Jong-hyun better known by the mononym Jonghyun, was a South Korean singer-songwriter, and radio host. He was a vocalist of the South Korean boy group Shinee. And his death was said to be of depression quoting on his parting letter “I am damaged from the inside. The depression that has been slowly eating away at me has completely swallowed me, and I couldn't win over it.”
There are people who think like depression is a joke. That it is something to laugh at. They didn’t know that to someone fighting it, means a life itself. The feeling that you want to scream and tell the world you want to be felt. You want to be recognized. You want to be appreciated. But you just can’t, you’re afraid. You have all the fear; fear of unknown. Asking yourself if this even possible? Isn’t life should be live amazingly? Why can’t you be like others who have every happiness they deserve? But no you are fighting life. Life itself, your OWN life. You are trying to win over yourself. It’s hard, really hard.
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Yes! I share the same feelings. I share the same battles every day. Wishing that night won’t come because there are those feelings again, hunting me. Wishing that I have a different life (ohhh) but don’t think that I don’t love my life right now. But I hate the part of my life which I’m afraid because my mind was settled to negative things that will happen. I’m fighting this feeling every day; every night that sometimes make me wish to die. But hey! I’m still alive. I am fighting because I learned that I have God with me. I’m killing this sickness through my faith. That in every time I fear, I pray and ask for wisdom and strength.
Let's Fight this together! Do not give up with life! I am with you. God is with us!
Yey! For a second time I visited a dentist (like 10 years after my first visit). At my age, I admit I’m still like a kiddo who thinks that a dentist is a monster and I’ll be needing my favorite superhero (BATMAN) to save me. Weird I am, but the truth is I’m one among those who has a least tolerance on pain.
But why do we really need to have a dental check-up at least twice a year? I learned that our oral health is very important. A proper oral hygiene prevents tooth decay and other gums problem. Brushing thoroughly isn’t enough to protect our teeth. A healthy teeth is the secret of a good and confident smile.
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Well it’s a sudden decision for me to consult a dentist to have my teeth cleaning. Before the cleaning started, I had some chatting with the dentist secretary (my bad to forget asking her name because I’m honestly nervous by then.). I had to divert my mind before I run my ass out of the place, so I asked her if the process will be painful and she gave me some encouraging words (but it didn’t work). LOL.
(Result)
I can’t describe the feeling when Dr. Lota Taguba called my name. I admitted to her that I’m afraid. I’ve been very honest about how I feel and even asked if she can add an ounce of anesthesia. But the good thing is aside from being very kind, she’s been very gentle during the process. She didn’t let me be eaten by my fear. It was still a painful experience for me, but I managed it. Also, I learned that my teeth have some problems but now I’m more confident to give the best smaile to anyone. I am set to visit her again for another appointment and will surely share it to you!
Thanks to Dr. Lota Taguba. You could visit her dental clinic any time and can set an appointment at her mobile number: +639275463759. I swear she is the best!
No two people have the same set of teeth so protect yours!
Day by day all of us are busy with our personal lives. Be it career, schools, family, name it. Everyone has a life to live. Well me, being a freelance online advertising specialist (ohhhh :D) I’m in front of my computer 10-15 hours every day. I am expose to radiation which causes a lot of negative effects on my body especially my eyes. |
Hey to the online world. I honestly don’t know how am I going to start this post. There’s a lot of things I want to say; I want to share. I am fan of inspirational books and good romance stories. Ahhh My hopeless romantic side. Can I just say Hi to my favorite writer Ms. Maxine Lat (waving).
(photo cto)
Since
I was introduced to digital marketing world (my very first professional
job), my writer soul was awakened. Working with different bloggers is
amazing. Since then, been dreaming of becoming one of them. Well who
wouldn’t be inspired when you’re reading wonderful stories of how they
are enjoying their life day by day plus their eye catching photos.
After 5 years in the blog world, atlas I have my very own blog. It’s an achievement isn’t it? Well for someone who has a lot in mind but don’t know of expressing it, it is indeed an achievement. Finally, I have my so called online diary where I can write my success, frustrations and anything between life. This will be surely my own escape when the world is rotating against my expectations, my dreams, and my life.
Please tune up for I will be sharing more of my life on this blog.
Chrys!
